You want to see my suffering, when I'm not doing anything wrong.
I'll take the blame, but you should be in endless shame.
I laughed when you said forever, i knew it was just another lie, some reason for more tears to cry.
You said you were in love. But darling, you don't know what that word means.
You tried, you failed, you're acting like a tool, you're really such a fool.
We're so young, and you don't even mean the words you're saying. Now, my heart is not the one that you are playing. You can't have your cake and eat it too, you're such an animal you belong in a zoo!
Go ahead and cry like a baby, you need to grow up and be a man! Everything you do has consequences, so its going to be me, that puts up the white picket fences.
You used to be at the top of my list, but now, your'e at the bottom. You try to make yourself up, but your just keep falling back down. Your such an unhappy clown, don't stain my white gown, in this old empty town.
I'm sick of having to re-run our fantasy in my head, its not real. I have to wake up, but that was just part of the deal.
-Carly Bartosiewicz
written: 11-4-11 <3
