Beauty Lovin'

You want to see my suffering, when I'm not doing anything wrong.

I'll take the blame, but you should be in endless shame.

I laughed when you said forever, i knew it was just another lie, some reason for more tears to cry.

You said you were in love. But darling, you don't know what that word means.

You tried, you failed, you're acting like a tool, you're really such a fool.

We're so young, and you don't even mean the words you're saying. Now, my heart is not the one that you are playing. You can't have your cake and eat it too, you're such an animal you belong in a zoo!

Go ahead and cry like a baby, you need to grow up and be a man! Everything you do has consequences, so its going to be me, that puts up the white picket fences.

You used to be at the top of my list, but now, your'e at the bottom. You try to make yourself up, but your just keep falling back down. Your such an unhappy clown, don't stain my white gown, in this old empty town.

I'm sick of having to re-run our fantasy in my head, its not real. I have to wake up, but that was just part of the deal.

-Carly Bartosiewicz

written: 11-4-11 <3

the time

its time for me to believe in myself :) 

hurt.

I live in a freaking fantasy where everything should go my way, but it doesn't and when i get out, i just feel like an idiot. because i have to wake up to reality.

I always wished i wasn't such a brat, and so dramatic, and that my friends actually respected me, but they don't. they all think im a slut, and messed up... i can't be real with anyone anymore.

forgot.. :/

He was beautiful, he had everything and more. He gave her the world, and that’s what she adored, he told her every day she was beautiful, inside and out. But she didn’t believe him still, and now they're love was something she forgot about. 

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freakkkinngg life story!

Once upon a time,

 there was a boy and a girl who loved eachother.

Then a Slut came and ruined everything.

THE END.

Don't give a Damn what they Say. ♥

I've been wonderin' and thinkin about you.

So many memories, and troubles that we had.

Why are you so lost from me?

Think about what we used to be.

♥

Can't we just fall back into that light?

Where everything just felt so right...

♥

You used me, confused me, now i fell back on the ground.

Our love is like the breath on glass-

 its warmth shows, but it doesn't really last.

♥

That sweet feeling inside me,

changed.

♥

-Carly Bartosiewicz

Life's Mysterious Maze.

The skies look gray

I fall into a dramatic waste

I'm sick of the hurtfull words people say

It fills my mouth with useless taste.

♥

The clouds above me are filled with rain.

It falls down like tears upon my face

I'm about to take apart my brain

I look down and see my hands are tied up in lace.

♥

I watch and see the delicate feather fall.

I sit by the fire and feel its warmth on my skin.

I wish I could just close this chapter & let go of it all

I dont want to look to close or else i might get reeled in.

♥

The time is going by way to fast

The memories are washing up on the ocean shore

I'm trying to hard to make our love last.

It used to be so fun but now its becoming a bore.

♥

If this thing you call love is a game count me out

I could tell by the way you pulled me in for that kiss

Deal the cards and tell me what its all about

You try every time but baby you miss.

♥

I'm getting lost in life's mysterious maze

I can feel the wind as it gives me a chill.

I try to find my way through but I can't see in the haze

I'm trying to move, but I stay very still.

-Carly Bartosiewicz ♥